It’s not difficult to write an update letter when everything is going well. I love to encourage people, especially with news of how God’s work is being accomplished here in Puebla. But this time around, it’s not as easy to write. Nothing terrible has happened, but this past week has been very difficult for myself and everyone else on our team. Honestly, I only want to write when things are going well, because frankly, who wants to read someone’s article about how difficult things have been? I hope you are able to see through this update that, even though things haven’t been easy lately, the Lord is working and accomplishing his will.
English Camp
Have you ever gone through an incredibly uplifting spiritual experience, and found yourself the next week, next day, sometimes the next hour, absolutely in the pits?
In my last update letter (February), I mentioned the English camp that we had here in Los Heroes two weeks ago. I probably didn’t realize it at the time, but having that group here from Fargo, with people my age, believers, great fellowship and wonderful times of worship each day, was a real highlight of my past few months. After the team left I went back to language school and although I knew I’d miss the team, I just tried to focus on my work and what was next. Needless to say, it was very difficult to change gears again in the following week after the team left.
The whole next week, after the English team left, our Puebla team has been experiencing trials and difficulties in other ways as well. One of the reasons for these trials, apart from having to say goodbye to such an awesome group, is that the house church here in Los heroes is so big, it’s ready to multiply… and so are our weekly men’s and women’s Bible studies. That's a great thing! Multiplication was one of the goals of working with the house churches. We are finally at that point, but the devil has been throwing one difficult situation at us after another, trying to prevent it from happening. This past week has been one of heavy spiritual oppression, combined with trying to change gears from the great English camp, felt by the whole team in different ways.
Some thoughts from 1 Kings
The Lord recently led me to 1 Kings, where I was reading about Elijah’s standoff with the 500+ false prophets of Baal and Asherah. King Ahab had recently been killing all the prophets of God in the land and was seeking to take the life of Elijah too. Elijah was sent by the Lord to confront Ahab and the people of Israel regarding their wickedness and idolatry. Two alters were built, one by Elijah and the other by the prophets of Baal and Asherah. Each side was required to call upon “his own” God to bring fire down from heaven and consume the burnt offering. The false prophets spent all day, yelling, dancing, cutting themselves, but nothing happened. At the end of the day, Elijah had his turn. He had his alter doused with water three times and then prayed to God to reveal himself to all the people there. God sent fire from heaven that consumed everything, even the rocks and the water. The false prophets were slaughtered by the people and they turned back to the Lord their God. (1 Kings 18).
After an experience like that I would think that Elijah would be on top of the world spiritually, thrilled after having seen what the Lord had done, with confidence and renewed strength for the days ahead. But we read in the following chapter that Jezebel, Ahab’s wife, had sworn to kill Elijah the very next day. 1 Kings 19:3-4 tells us that, “Elijah was afraid and ran for his life. When he came to Beersheba in Judah, he left his servant there, while he himself went a day’s journey into the desert. He came to a broom tree, sat down under it and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he said. Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors.”
What an amazing turn of events! After having seen the awesome power of God destroy His enemies and bring His people back to Him, Elijah is running for his life from Jezebel, ready to die!
Elijah was one of God’s prophets, faithful and obedient, one of the more holy men that ever walked the earth. But even he, after seeing the awesome power of God, being lifted up spiritually and seeing the Lord’s people turn back to him, he was in the pits.
I’m not by any means in despair, or running for my life. But I have been going through a desert lately… and it has come right after a really uplifting time with the group from Fargo. I know that it’s the kind of thing that happens to all kinds of Christians. James 1 even says that we shouldn’t be at all surprised when it does happen. It happens to construction workers, teachers, police officers, missionaries… even prophets. I say all this to remind you and me that these things will pass, and that it is not uncommon. But we must keep walking with the Lord, reading scripture daily, confessing sin regularly, and praying… trusting that He will once again lift us up.
Thanks so much for all of you who prayed on Sunday night for me at the prayer meeting. I know that it was planned weeks in advance, but the Lord knew that it would be just the right time. I felt a burden lifted that evening that I had been carrying all day… actually all week long. I know that it was a result of your prayers. Thank you… and praise God.
Prayer Items
1. “The testing of our faith develops perseverance.” (James 1) Pray for continued perseverance through these “dry” times and to trust that God will provide everything and teach and mature me in the process.
2. The house church is about to multiply. Please pray for wisdom and discernment for the leaders to do this in a God honoring way, that will allow his church to continue to grow.
3. Continued opportunities to share the Gospel with my neighbors. I actually had an opportunity to share the Gospel with a man today named Gabriel. I prayed specifically this morning that God would provide someone to share with, and he provided!
Thank you all so much for your prayers! Those of you who have been emailing me regularly, thank you so much for that. I always love hearing from you all back home.
May you all have a great week in the Lord.
-Jon